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Helena Richardsson

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SINGER & SONGWRITER

Bio

Jag är en helt vanlig människa som plötsligt började skriva låtar och sjunga in dem 2022. Jobbar som egenföretagare i hästbranschen, är gift och har två vuxna barn, och har visserligen sjungit hela livet men bara på skoj, i skogen, i duschen och i popkör, men aldrig spelat i band eller gått någon musikskola.

Det som fick fart på låtskrivandet var flera faktorer som sammanföll 2021-2022: pandemianpassning av kören, och sedan att en nära vän fick ALS och snabbt förlorade förmågan att tala, men kunde använda sin smartphone för att lyssna. Dessutom dog ett ex helt oväntat, och jag skulle strax därefter fira tjugoårig bröllopsdag med min man. Det blev tre låtar i snabb takt, och bråttom att boka in en studio för att min vän skulle hinna få lite av min sång att lyssna till på sin sjukbädd. Som tur var hade jag en festivalarrangör/musiker i min telefonbok: Jim McGuinness som arrangerar Sävefestivalen på min mark när det inte är pandemi, och han tipsade mig om en bra producent, Johan Rask, ägare av Rabbit Hole studios, Brewhouse i Göteborg.. Där startade allt... med många mindre hick ups på vägen, och några nya producentsamarbeten har krävts för att klara av min otåliga ådra när Rabbit Hole plötsligt blev överbokat. Spännande fortsättning följer!

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Discography

First tracks were written and released 2022:

Small Tings

Forbidden words

So Good Today

Tracks released 2023:

Circle Closed

The How

Nordic Light Nights

Force of Nature

End of Us All

Tracks released 2024: 

Champagne Spins

Presence

Go Getter Mood

Bury A Dream

If Only

Too Much Attention

Too Much Attention Cinematic Version

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Full length album will be available soon: 

Pre-order a copy by sending us an email!

helenarichardsson@hotmail.com

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Too much attention 

 

I see you walking 

I see you talking

I see you sit and stare

I see you're blaming 

I see you're claiming 

I see you're spreading any kind of shit

 

But are you making progress 

Are you going anywhere 

Getting your fair share

Are you bringing any value to the table

Anytime soon

Are you really on the right side

Of history

 

Too much attention 

For spreading fear 

You get too much of our attention 

For being loud and fierce

 

I see you walking 

I see you talking

I see you sit and stare

I see you're blaming 

I see you're claiming 

I see you're spreading any kind of shit

 

Too much attention 

For having nothing to say!

 

Are you searching for the facts 

or are you happy in your head

Invented - ideas roaming free

 

Too much attention 

For spreading fear 

You get too much of our attention 

For being loud and fierce

 

I see you walking 

I see you talking

I see you sit and stare

I see you're blaming 

I see you're claiming 

I see you're spreading any kind of shit

 

Did you ever try to flip

Your opinion upside down

See it from the other side 

What if you got the story wrong 

Now breaking every rule

And I'm not impressed

Not impressed at all

 

Too much attention 

For spreading fear 

You get too much of our attention 

For being loud and fierce

I see you walking 

I see you talking

I see you sit and stare

I see you're blaming 

I see you're claiming 

I see you're spreading any kind of shit

Force of nature 

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No more - no less

A raging force of nature 

Don't even try to guess

Why she's a force of nature

She stare at danger and she never ever hesitate 

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Lived her life awkwardly backwards

Like there was no tomorrow

Mouth out lashing

Being a bitch while a darling

nature's not a friendly teacher you see

Lived her life awkwardly backwards

Like there was no tomorrow

Asking no one here around to follow

going my own way cos i'm a force of nature

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She made it - putting in the work

But thrown back in time 

a hundred years or more

She'd be an outcast for sure

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No more - no less

A raging force of nature 

Don't even try to guess

Why she's a force of nature

She stare at danger and she never ever hesitate

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Lived her life awkwardly backwards

Like there was no tomorrow

Mouth out lashing

Being a bitch while a darling

nature's not a friendly teacher you see

Lived her life awkwardly backwards

Like there was no tomorrow

Asking no one here around to follow

going my own way cos i'm a force of nature

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Well any force of nature

Tend to stir up some dust

She fought the world alone 

Wrestling mountains of rules people try to hold her back and slow her down

but it's so very hard to stay calm

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No more - no less

control in every move

but hunger in her veins

she could never tame or bend the elements

just gotta learn

how to ride the tide

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Lived her life awkwardly backwards

Like there was no tomorrow

Mouth out lashing

Being a bitch while a darling

nature's not a friendly teacher you see

Lived her life awkwardly backwards

Like there was no tomorrow

Asking no one here around to follow

going my own way cos i'm a force of nature

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Go Getter Mood

 

He believes that I can't think for myself

He believes that he's the answer that I need
And while anyone can tell
He's so fucking full of himself
To keep sane, I had to leave the room

And then he starts to move
Then - oh
And then he’s in his go getter mood
And then when I don't - oh
Cos when he's in his go getter mood
I just - oh
And then I'm lost just like before
And then I - oh

Well I got fucked over too many times
Stopped counting but still remember
And when earth is at a halt
No-one’s there on the sideline
Then why is heaven pointing right over here
pointing right over here

Don't really get it
But when he moves
Don't really get it
Why does it feel so good

Shooting stars in a really amazing way
A smoking hot man from back in the day
Playing by some dumb dating rules
But I'm not that domesticated
I'm a wild one, doing all at once and by heart

And then he starts to move
Then - oh
And then he’s in his go getter mood
And then when I don't - oh
Cos when he's in his go getter mood
I just - oh
And then I'm lost just like before
And then I - oh

Well I got fucked over too many times
Stopped counting but still remember
And when earth is at a halt
No-one’s there on the sideline
Then why is heaven pointing right over here
right over here

Nordic Light Nights 

 

Oh such a light night 

Wonderful way of the world.

I see colour in the sky 

Like some mad Monet painting 

Freedom is spinning way up high

Expectations growing stronger

Feel the flow from a music beat 

Bringing motion to my blood 

 

Night's glowing - very much alive

Unfearful of any flaw 

Dancing closer and closer

Will he resist my calling

Then he enters with a smile

Caught by the perfect move

Nordic light nights are mine - all mine

 

Silver plated waterline 

I stroke shoulder straps off

Dress fallin' to the ground

Entering welcoming water

With expecting tingling skin

As I take my midnight dip

With water comes Bodily magic

As Cool as I'll ever be

 

Night's glowing - very much alive

Unfearful of any flaw 

Dancing closer and closer

Will he resist my calling

Then he enters with a smile

Caught by the perfect move

Nordic light nights are mine - all mine

 

Navigating landscapes

Collecting pieces of mind

A soft breeze in my hair

Tickles nose with tiny moves

Feeling dizzy but walking cool

An echo of what I am right now

Past in present intertwined 

Feels like fairy tales aligned

 

Night's glowing - very much alive

Unfearful of any flaw 

Dancing closer and closer

Will he resist my calling

Then he enters with a smile

Caught by the perfect move

Nordic light nights are mine - all mine

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End of us all

​

When civilization dies 

what would be the reason why

what would the gravestone say

if such a stone would ever be made

we were never meant to make it

it's just not in our genes

Cold words of judgement day

here's looking at you

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gone by greed

gone by laziness

gone by ignorance

gone by stupidity

gone by fear

gone by looking through straws

gone by indifference

gone by brutality

 

it's the end of us all

it's the end of us all

it's the end of us all

it's the end of us all 

 

when dusk is upon us all

and future's so far away

is there anything real

what can be saved today

is it the end of us all

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gone by greed

gone by laziness

gone by ignorance

gone by stupidity

gone by fear

gone by looking through straws

gone by indifference

gone by brutality

​

it's the end of us all

it's the end of us all

it's the end of us all

it's the end of us all

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can you tell what's going down

can you be the one to tell

selling truth at the final hour

as your doormat gets dirtier yet

do you feel it 

yours is coming closer

end of us all

Hey Hey - the end of us all

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yeah the end of us all

Hey hey the end of us all

gone by stupidity and greed

gone by laziness

gone by looking through straws

gone by indifference

can you tell what's going down

can you be the one to tell

selling truth at the final hour

as your doormat's getting dirtier yet

gone by stupidity and greed

gone by laziness

gone by indifference 

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Hey Hey Hey Hey

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When dusk is upon us all

and future looks far away

what can be saved today

or is it the end of us all

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FORBIDDEN WORDS

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Cursed forbidden words

fell from your pretty

 savage mouth

I fought for my life

To survive

To land on my feeT

But hey - you didn't have to die 

- Just yet – And not in her bed

 

No more lies  

No forbidden words   

No abyss to avoid - ahead

No more tears will fall 

Spell was Broken Long Ago

 

Wouldn't wanna go there

Ever again        

Wiser by the hour        

But never quite the same

Should've told you    

It's not fair       

putting that ultimate   

ultimatum - On me 

 

No more lies     

No forbidden words  

No abyss to avoid - ahead

No more tears will fall

Spell was Broken Long Ago

Now that you're gone

Somehow I moved on 

I didn't lose My way   

Somehow I moved on

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And now your gone

Now you're gone

Now you're gone

No more lies

No more Tears Will fall

Spell was Broken - Long Ago

I didn't lose My way

I didn't lose my way

 

Bury A Dream 

Did you ever have to let go

Of that vivid crazy dream

You're holding on to so hard

Wishing so bad it could be real

As a hopeless last resolve

Asking why, why did it vanish

Watching all of it blow up

Even if no-one'll ever know

 

Chorus Why bury a dream

When dreams are so real

And reality's so misty 

Incomprehensible and plain

Will I turn away 

As dreams bury themselves 

Look at us here

why bury a dream

 

So going nowhere, I'm off at last

Letting load off, to take off

On a journey on air alone

High on hopes of better ways 

This would be the way to explore 

Life's too short to stay low

Got a few new words to say

And no causality chains to blame

Chorus

 

Let my dream be real dear God

I'm counting on heavenly support on this one

Time made a joke by too much too soon 

Gave some brand new routes in my brain

A loss that ripped the soul right apart

Gotta fight that sinking feeling

But a dream is on again

Hopefully not another dream to bury

Chorus

Circle closed

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It's like the first healthy breath

after some time under the weather

Endorphine release in desperate bloodstream

Swimming upstream all your life

Rough side rubbed in dirt

still fighting for any reason

ALways an itch under the surface

as i bottled all of that up

Door shut tight after ended chapter

Needy one no longer at the wheel

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Reconsiliation - coming near peace of mind

Reconsiliation - Circle closed

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Serpent of destiny bites its tail,

Takes a roll sideways out of history

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​So good today

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Life is an amazing journey

Keeping busy - savouring options

Unspoken power - to crack the ceilings

Never ever doubt - your inner fire

Such a long race - Hope to get there

Leave behind - those empty faces

- Focused on  - staying wide awake

Totally worth it - all day long

 

Down the road to

Breaking through

Get a message out there

Who are you

So much life 

Lots to say

Here am I 

So good today

 

When I get weary of my own words 

I could use a few of yours

Voices all over - From every corner

Hearing Them out - worth the while

Getting over - doubt and fear

And please - do try again

Someone out there - Wanna hear you out

Totally worth it - all day long

 

As you're walking alone through your darkness

A ray of hope - can push through

 - -keep an eye out!

 

Down the road to

Breaking through

Get a message out there

Who are you

So much life 

Lots to say

Here am I

So good today

 

Life is an amazing journey

Angel of the shadow - your sworn companion 

Having a ball - or living nice'n easy

Not even half the time 

finding the reasons 

Not judging anyone's - crazy days

Feel the rhythm - get the connection

Ripping down - superficial veils

Totally worth it - all day long

 

Down the road to

Breaking through

Get a message out there

Who are you

So much life 

Lots to say

Here am I

So good today

 

Down the road to

Breaking through

Get a message out there

Who are you

So much life 

Lots to say

Here am I

So good today

The how

 

Well I have an inner fire 

To add another story

Painting a picture 

   Of a life worth living

Even if it hurts

And may break my bones

 

There's a glow

There's a flow

There's a how

 

So when the sun stop shining

And love stop blinding

I'll be alright 

I'll be alright

And the skies stop bleeding

And the hunger stop craving

    I'll be alright 

    I'll be alright

    Dawn of the ages 

    Come alive 

    Then life is just a game to me to me

 

Walk me through tomorrow 

Bring me around

Fill out the blanks 

   And then I'll own it

The how will stand clear

And then I'll believe it all

 

There's a glow

There's a flow

There's a how

 

So when the sun stop shining

And love stop blinding

I'll be alright 

I'll be alright

And the skies stop bleeding

And the hunger stop craving

I'll be alright 

I'll be alright 

    Dawn of the ages 

    Come alive 

    Then life is just a game to me to me

 

Tell your friend the story

Make reasons count

Bring eyes to life

 

Have that inner fire - tell it all again and again

 

So I have an inner fire 

To add another story

Fill out the blanks 

   And then I'll own it

The how will stand clear

Presence 

 

In my heart and mind

I feel a moving presence here in my soul

Very near, very real

 

Across distance and time

Soft breath of kind forgiveness flies

Your beaming presence

Reaching beyond

Times that have gone

 

Building castles in clouds

In the spotlight of my consciousness

There's that presence

 

But, hey, wait, why

I fear you’ll slip away

So I keep dreaming 

Cos it's all in my colorful memory book

Drifting into the shadows now

There's nowhere near

What anyone would fear 

 

Building castles in clouds 

No magic around 

 

Building castles in clouds

In the spotlight of my consciousness

There's that presence

Like you were here 

In the spotlight of my consciousness

There's that presence

Champagne spins

 

I need my butterfly wings

to reach a better tomorrow

Freedom of spirit 

on my planless forest walks

Breathing deep and easy 

A million dollar air

Released from the curse of obligations

I'll do my thing and leave the world alone

 

Glimmer of a hopeful mind

Is giving me the champagne spins

I don't need no force no rules

My only boss is me, me, me, me, me

Hello good times

Feeling the vibe 

Taking on today with fizzing energy

Glimmer of a hopeful mind

And I'm on the champagne spins again 

 

Sparkling anticipation

Like first day at university campus

Dating my soulmate               

Gives me the champagne spins

I'll take to my wings   

Up into swirling clouds             

I'll flap them so fast and powerful     

Wondering what, would happen next

 

Glimmer of a hopeful mind

Is Givin me the champagne spins

Don't need no force no rules

My only boss is me, me, me, me, me

Hello good times

Feeling the vibe

Taking on today with fizzing energy

Glimmer of a hopeful mind

And I'm on the champagne spins again

 

Even if such wings don't carry me - all the way -

Flapping fantasy wings makes me smile - every day!

 

Glimmer of a hopeful mind

Is Giving me the champagne spins

I don't need No force no rules

My only boss is me, me, me, me, me

 

Even if such wings don’t carry me all the way -

Flapping fantasy wings makes me smile every day!

 

Glimmer of a hopeful mind

Is Giving me the champagne spins

I don't need No force no rules

My only boss is me, me, me, me, me

 

If only

 

If I only

 was  a little more of a queen bee

Then I would break 

 these chains right off of me

Slip away for a day be a changer of the game

The only person on earth - responsible for me

Is me myself and I

The spark is still there in my eye 

 

If only

If I only

If only

If I only made THAT difference in your WORLD 

If I only made THAT difference in your WORLD 

 

Cos you bring me a natural high 

Cos you bring me a natural high 

When life puts me back down on my heels

Doing all sorts of stunts 

 on my confidence

Putting guilt and hurt right  back onto me

Shoveling dirt - here and there and everywhere

 

If only

If I only

If only

If I only made THAT difference in your WORLD 

If I only made THAT difference in your WORLD 

 

Cos you bring me a natural high 

Cos you bring me a natural high 

Wanna stay in that natural high

 

Just wanna stay

Natural high

 

If only

If I only

If only

If I only made THAT difference in your WORLD 

If I only made THAT difference in your WORLD 

 

Mind of her own they say

Yeah well, nobody else will do the thinking

 - in my head

Better do some good thinking then

So let's make some plans…

If only…

If only 

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